The Roller Coaster of Feeling

You come to me when my heart is empty
come juz like an old friend to me
We meet..
You treat me differently..specially
I feel nothing at the beginning
until you do it over and over
I feel special..
but when I start to fly
when I start to like you..
You leave me..
You're just like disappear..gone..
I'm confused..you make my heart goes low..

I try to understand your situation
I don't want to bother you
I move back..step back..slowly..
then you come to me again..

then why? why after you come to me
after you raise up my feeling..
you just go..nothing left..
no message at all..
what am I supposed to do?

I'm confused with my feelings to you
I try to call you..and you answer it
You come..and you do all the things again
raise up my feeling then glide it down..

why you do it?
why you do it to my heart?
if you want to confuse me..you do it great,perfectly staright to my heart

tell me..how's your feeling to me
tell me..why you have to do this to me
give me a sign..a clue..or something..
so I'll know what my feeling's for you
so I'll know what am I supposed to do
coz I don't want to feel 'the roller coaster' anymore..